Sigh

Sorry. Just frustrated. I freaking studied till I passed out, and it didn't seem to do me any good. I'm just ticked off at my inability to retain ANYTHING THAT MATTERS. Instead of remembering what I'm supposed to, all I can remember are the useless statistics they put in the side columns. How the...heck (thank God I'm typing this and not speaking it) do you study AP Calc anyway?! There is no way I am EVER going to remember how to find the slope of a tangent line for a curve with the equation x^3 + 3x^2 +5xy-8 = 139. I'm serious. That was the problem. I had to leave it blank because I had no idea how to do it. And yet everyone else seems to think that was the easy problem. And AP Psych I finished with confidence. That was the one I knew the MOST on. After getting it back, it just left me feeling pretty deflated. Tarazona hasn't even posted our Spanish IV exams yet. I'm not sure I ever want her to.

I know I'm not stupid. But I feel stupid.

Yay! I bombed every final that mattered!

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That's it. You can go now.