You'll go backwards, but then you'll go forwards again...

Today, I do not feel strong.

It feels good to get that out in the open.

Most of the time, I feel the need to pretend I'm okay, when I know I'm not. I'm a pretty good actress. Then I find I get frustrated when people don't ask me what's wrong, if I'm okay. I get angry when they can't see past the guise I'm presenting.

And I'm the one who's biggest pet-peeve is insincerity and dishonesty?

What a hypocrite I've become.

I've forgotten that, sometimes, it's okay to not be okay.

And I've forgotten that it's okay to let the people that care, know.